Monday 27 April 2015

Hospitality


I don't typically like yellow, I don't know why, because I love yellow flowers. It's not a colour I would wear, although I remember one of my favourite dresses as a teen was a yellow dress. It's funny how we come up with likes and dislikes.
Anyway as I was working on this quilt it kind of grew on me and I like the result of my collection of yellow scraps and trying out this new block pattern. Basically you put a light and a dark together, slash them and sew them back together in a different combination. A great way to work through your stash!
As I am learning about the Benedictine way, living in the world, the idea of hospitality came to mind. Benedict teaches to be open and receptive to the good and the bad in our lives, be it circumstances or within our own hearts. Each aspect has to teach us something and by receiving it and asking questions, we get to know ourselves and God better.
We tend to try to label things as we perceive them, not realizing that we thus judge them as well. I'm learning that by welcoming in "the stranger" (whatever their form) and getting to know them first, helps me to see things first from God's perspective. We don't have to condone everything, but by looking at things from the other side, we can begin to understand them. This may result in a surprise realization that we're not so different after all, and we all have wounds that we let define ourselves. Hospitality and mercy are very close to each other. 
Christ came and died to reconcile the world to God and as we try to follow him we can bring reconciliation within our own messed up lives as well as between other people.
So I'll sit with my Yellow quilt and keep the conversation going for a bit longer..............

Tuesday 14 April 2015

new beginnings

St. Benedict has coined the phrase "every day we begin again". I like that sentiment. It leaves the mistakes of yesterday and we try again today. Not to say that we don't regret and learn from our mistakes, but we don't allow them to hold us in their grip and bog us down.
Sometimes it goes that way with quilting. When we are working with a difficult pattern, or the machine is acting up it's better to stop and take a break. do something else productive or that lifts your spirit, have a good sleep and start again the next day. The quilt I was working on during Holy week this year was one of those projects. I had the design, I found a new line of fabric I wanted to work with, but putting it all together was a symbolical way to the cross for me. When I started to cut the fabric I found I wouldn't have enough, so I had to change the pattern and buy more fabric. then when it came together I had to unstitch a couple times to make the pieces fit. When the top was done I wasn't happy with the end result and contemplated not finishing it completely. Then I realized that Jesus probably wasn't happy either to end up on a cross, but he followed in obedience to his Father and the pattern that was set out for his life. So here I am with a quilt that will remember me of my walk of life. We can have great ideas and get the perfect material, but we may not always like what is happening. All I need to do is use the pattern and materials and keep going on and in the end something meaningful will be created.
2015, Redemption